12.12.2009

My Sister's Keeper, Tear Taker

I was warned before popping in the dvd that My Sister's Keeper was such a tear jerker, but I didn't care. I wanted to stay in tonight and watch the dvd. And within minutes of it starting I was already crying. What. The. Eff!? This movie was so sad that I don't think my eyes were ever dry throughout the film. It was good though, just sad. I don't think I can watch it again. It was so emotional that I picked the wrong night to watch it. I've been experiencing massive headaches, barely sleeping through the night, and moodiness all week. I think this week took a toll on me and I'm just stressing myself out. So after having a crazy week, I watch this very emotional movie, my head is about to explode! I can't wait to relax but I don't think that will happen til February. I'm in need of a vacation, I think that's why I've been so moody lately and been cutting myself off from everyone. The past 2 vacations I took didn't even feel like vacations. After camping, I came back very sick and had deadlines to finish at work. Before and after my New York vacation, I was working tons of hours. I sometimes wish I had a regular job where we didn't do any overtime at all and I don't have to 'take home' work. Yes, my work never comes home with me, but that doesn't mean I don't think about work at home. It's really difficult to turn off my mind when I get home from a stressful day at work. I'll keep thinking about it til I sleep and then do everything over again the next day.

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