The plan was to all meet at Jae's party then go straight to Jason's house right after. We were going to have a good time at Jae's. Ann got there about 5 minutes before me. The moment I got to the party I search the room for Jae. I gave him a hug and at the corner of my eye a hand comes near me to get a high five. I reached up to give this mysterious hand a high five when I realized who's hand it was.
"What the heck are you doing here?"
"Of all the things, you ask what the fuck you doing here?"
I race towards Ann and ask if she had any idea that Sinn was coming. She didn't. I automatically tell Jill that Sinn is at the party and we won't be seeing her anymore. Now that Jill and Sinn aren't together anymore, I can clearly see what a douche bag he truely is. Ann, Veronica, and I felt so awkward at the party with him there that we left a half an hour later. The three of us decided to grab something to eat at Chinatown with our boyfriends. It's funny that all six of us drove our own cars. And it made me smile to see Jason getting alone with them. He and Jay especially were able to hold a conversation, even if it was about cars.
3.28.2009
3.25.2009
On the Hunt
Last Friday, I took a personal day from work so I could just relax right after my doctor's appointment. Depending on the outcome of the results, I thought I wouldn't be up to going to work if the results were negative. Turns out, I didn't have a cyst in my ovaries after all! My mom knew I've been contemplating about buying a house so after my spa appointment, we went house hunting. And boy was it tiring! I did find a couple of potentials, but nothing grand where I was willing to make an offer right then and there. Some houses were great, but had some drawbacks. I want to find a house that's perfect. And I am willing to take as long as possible to find the perfect house because this is a huge investment. It always takes me forever to buy anything. It took me about 6 months to buy my first digital camera but when that broke, it only took me about 2 weeks to buy my second one because I wanted it before Halloween.
After the second day of house hunting, my aunt/realtor asked me if I liked any of the houses and would like to make an offer. I told her I'd think about it. It was moving way too fast for me. I was only on the second day of looking and my cousin/loan officer was having me bring documents and signing papers. I felt so overwhelmed. And when I get overwhelmed, I just shut down and loose interest. I do want to buy a house for investment purposes but it's also such a huge decision. I need to take into account how my family will be once I stop supporting them financially. Granted, I don't support them on a monthly basis, but when my parents are short on cash, I won't be there to help them out anymore once I'm on my own. It'll be nice to have a house by the end of the summer. So we'll see how this pans out.
After the second day of house hunting, my aunt/realtor asked me if I liked any of the houses and would like to make an offer. I told her I'd think about it. It was moving way too fast for me. I was only on the second day of looking and my cousin/loan officer was having me bring documents and signing papers. I felt so overwhelmed. And when I get overwhelmed, I just shut down and loose interest. I do want to buy a house for investment purposes but it's also such a huge decision. I need to take into account how my family will be once I stop supporting them financially. Granted, I don't support them on a monthly basis, but when my parents are short on cash, I won't be there to help them out anymore once I'm on my own. It'll be nice to have a house by the end of the summer. So we'll see how this pans out.
3.15.2009
No More Being MIA
I've been MIA from all the get togethers for awhile now. Mainly because I'd rather be with Jason than see people I've known for awhile now. That's what happens in a new relationship anyways. I told myself I wouldn't do that, but it happened so fast that I didn't realize I've been MIA until Eddie told me I was. This weekend, I decided to cancel my movie night with Jason on Friday to go to Lavo with the homies. I felt really sad that I had to tell him I wasn't coming over. And Jill told me to stop being a baby since I'll be seeing him on Saturday and Sunday anyways. The night started out around 10pm at the Palazzo's parking lot. Try finding your friends when you all have T-Mobile and no one has reception. Yea, it sucked. When we were finished playing hide and seek, we get into Lavo with it being open bar for all vodka drinks. By the time it was 1 am, some of us were ready to call it a night. You know you're old when you want to call it a night at 1 am. I wanted to go to Jason's but he was at a pool hall with his friends. He asked me to come over, but I was exhausted and was a little buzzed. I didn't want to think on how to get there. And he texted me when he got home and I think I was drunk because I don't remember texting him until I saw them the next morning. I shouldn't text when I'm drunk and sleeping. So instead of going all out, I should ease into getting back into the night life.
3.12.2009
Period Inducing Panties
So this whole month, Jason and I have been walking on egg shells. We weren't sure if we made a mistake or not. We had a talk about what would happen if I was pregnant. He said he's not ready to be a father, and I'm not ready to be a mother. But if I did get pregnant, it'll be hard for me to actually get an abortion. So, I've been waiting for my period to start and when it didn't, I got really nervous. If I was pregnant, I know Jason will be really angry because he asked me to take the morning after pill and I refused. I was supposed to get my period yesterday and I got a little nervous when it didn't come since I'm usually regular and on time. The past 3 months, I saw a pattern when I got my period. It's usually when I'm wearing these pink and white stripped underwear from Victoria's Secret. So this morning, I figured, I might as well give it a try. So after showering, I put on the pink and white underwear, and pray that I get my period today. Right before my lunch, I noticed some spotting and I got really excited. I've never gotten really excited to get my period before. So that's 'Victoria's Secret' to their pink and white underwear, they induce periods. You haven't failed me yet.
3.11.2009
Stranded
Last night, I spent the night at Jason's house. What was supposed to be a wonderful night, turned into an interesting night. We were going to celebrate that he finally got a job. And Jason had sold his car seats so he needed to send them to Utah via the Grayhound by 10pm. If you're from Vegas, you'll know that downtown is pretty ghetto and we only had an hour to get there. We made it just in time, which made us happy because we can get home early and hang out before bed.
We got into the car, turn the key, and nothing. A few pumps of the clutch, a turn of the key, and nothing. His car wont start! Oh no! We didn't have jumper cables and someone was getting arrested down the street. Great. At least if something happens to us, we don't have to wait for the cops. He made a few calls. While I call the 'ex hubby' Daniel. He kind of complained a bit, but eventually agreed to come give us a jump. Jason's friends were on their way so I called Daniel back and told him he doesn't have to come anymore. When Mike and Adam came to the rescue, we found out the battery was fine. It appeared the starter was not working and they had to pop the clutch in order for it to start up again. I hop into the other car with Stasia, and we watch the guys push the car. We follow them to a parking lot a few feet away, where the parking attendent was being a dick. He said if we didn't move the car, he's going to call the cops on us. Has he no compassion that we're broken down?? Nope! So Stasia and I drove around in Adam's car while the guys figure out what to do. Apparently, when we left, they were able to beat the green light and run the car across the street and Jason was able to get the car started. We said our goodbyes, and head home because we're exhausted. What was supposed to be a quick errand turned into a 2 hour adventure. We got to the gate and when he tried to enter the gate key, he left the car in gear and it stalled. Great! Good thing the roommates were home. They were able to pop the clutch again and we all walked home.
What an exhausting night! But the good news is Jason and I are getting better at sleeping together. I was able to sleep more this time around. He did wake up a few times, which woke me up. What was cute was when he woke up, he'd cuddle with me and give me a kiss. During this whole ordeal, Jason didn't once show how pissed off he was. He was a little annoyed, but he just laughed it off from time to time. That made me more attracted to him. While some guys would probably get really angry, he just took it in strides and went with the flow. He's such a great guy.
We got into the car, turn the key, and nothing. A few pumps of the clutch, a turn of the key, and nothing. His car wont start! Oh no! We didn't have jumper cables and someone was getting arrested down the street. Great. At least if something happens to us, we don't have to wait for the cops. He made a few calls. While I call the 'ex hubby' Daniel. He kind of complained a bit, but eventually agreed to come give us a jump. Jason's friends were on their way so I called Daniel back and told him he doesn't have to come anymore. When Mike and Adam came to the rescue, we found out the battery was fine. It appeared the starter was not working and they had to pop the clutch in order for it to start up again. I hop into the other car with Stasia, and we watch the guys push the car. We follow them to a parking lot a few feet away, where the parking attendent was being a dick. He said if we didn't move the car, he's going to call the cops on us. Has he no compassion that we're broken down?? Nope! So Stasia and I drove around in Adam's car while the guys figure out what to do. Apparently, when we left, they were able to beat the green light and run the car across the street and Jason was able to get the car started. We said our goodbyes, and head home because we're exhausted. What was supposed to be a quick errand turned into a 2 hour adventure. We got to the gate and when he tried to enter the gate key, he left the car in gear and it stalled. Great! Good thing the roommates were home. They were able to pop the clutch again and we all walked home.
What an exhausting night! But the good news is Jason and I are getting better at sleeping together. I was able to sleep more this time around. He did wake up a few times, which woke me up. What was cute was when he woke up, he'd cuddle with me and give me a kiss. During this whole ordeal, Jason didn't once show how pissed off he was. He was a little annoyed, but he just laughed it off from time to time. That made me more attracted to him. While some guys would probably get really angry, he just took it in strides and went with the flow. He's such a great guy.
3.07.2009
Clingy
Lately I've been showing signs of a clingy girlfriend and I hate it. I don't know what's wrong with me, but I've been wanting to be with Jason all the time. I tried avoiding this by not getting too close to him too fast, but when I like someone, I fall fast and hard. I hate that feeling because it usually ends with me getting hurt. And nobody wants to get hurt right? And I need to also stop acting like a brat when I don't get my way.
Last Tuesday, I asked him to come to the movies with me because I missed him a lot. He was going to be on my side of town anyways. And he said he couldn't, cuz since he missed lunch with his dad, he had to see his dad on Wednesday. But I kept bugging him and he said he'll try. Wednesday, he didn't say yes or no to me, so after work I called him and said don't even bother coming to the movies with me. My friend will just go with me instead. My friend is a guy. He sounded a little disappointed and I told him to call me after the gym since he was with his friend getting his car. He called me 20 minutes later after he got his car to tell me he misses me and was being all lovey dovey. It made me feel better that he admited he missed me but I also felt bad for going to the movies with another guy. The whole time I was in the movies, I kept thinking of him.
Last night I asked if he wanted to go to a lounge with me for my friend's birthday and he said no. I kept bugging him to come because my friends want to meet him. So today, I texted him saying I was sorry for trying to pressure him into going to the lounge with me especially since he got mad at his friend for doing the same thing when he's tight on money. He said he's not mad but I think he was a little annoyed that I keep trying to get him to do stuff when he's really broke. But then he invited me to his friend's birthday party which I felt like I invited myself to. But he reassured me he wants me to come. I need to start going out with friends so I won't suffocate Jason. Cuz I feel like I am and I really am not like this. lol.
Last Tuesday, I asked him to come to the movies with me because I missed him a lot. He was going to be on my side of town anyways. And he said he couldn't, cuz since he missed lunch with his dad, he had to see his dad on Wednesday. But I kept bugging him and he said he'll try. Wednesday, he didn't say yes or no to me, so after work I called him and said don't even bother coming to the movies with me. My friend will just go with me instead. My friend is a guy. He sounded a little disappointed and I told him to call me after the gym since he was with his friend getting his car. He called me 20 minutes later after he got his car to tell me he misses me and was being all lovey dovey. It made me feel better that he admited he missed me but I also felt bad for going to the movies with another guy. The whole time I was in the movies, I kept thinking of him.
Last night I asked if he wanted to go to a lounge with me for my friend's birthday and he said no. I kept bugging him to come because my friends want to meet him. So today, I texted him saying I was sorry for trying to pressure him into going to the lounge with me especially since he got mad at his friend for doing the same thing when he's tight on money. He said he's not mad but I think he was a little annoyed that I keep trying to get him to do stuff when he's really broke. But then he invited me to his friend's birthday party which I felt like I invited myself to. But he reassured me he wants me to come. I need to start going out with friends so I won't suffocate Jason. Cuz I feel like I am and I really am not like this. lol.
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