2.08.2009

No Need to Wish Anymore

So I couldn't wait til Valentine's Day to seal the deal with Jason. Since he and I have been dating, a lot of my friends have been asking when we're going to sleep together and I've been putting it off mainly because I don't want him to think I'm too easy. On Friday, after hanging out with the girls, I went to Jason's house with the purpose of just sleeping over. By the time I got to his house, I was irritated with him because he gave me wrong directions so I just wanted to go to sleep since it was late already. By the time we were in bed, all my irritation towards him went away. Jason and I ended up fooling around for a couple of hours before sleeping. Well he went to bed and I just laid there because I always have a hard time sleeping when I'm not in my own bed. Jason was able to sleep for an hour and he wanted to fool around again. That's when I finally gave in to his request. We did the deed really quick. He didn't mean for it to be that fast, but I guess fooling around for hours on end made him too excited. Exhaustion kicked in but I couldn't sleep. He had work the next day so I told him I should leave. He didn't want me to, but I insisted because I wanted to sleep and I couldn't sleep in his house. On the way home, I saw the most amazing thing. I saw a shooting star for the very first time. It made me wonder if it's a sign that maybe things are looking up for me. Maybe I did make the right choice with Jason. All I know is that I'm really happy and that's all that matters. The shooting star just made it more special and I didn't even have to wish for it.

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