Stressed!

Why is it that when your boss is in the office, everything runs smoothly, and the first day he goes on vacation, EVERYTHING goes wrong? Sucks being the engineer, because everyone turns to you thinking you know everything. My game is 3 days late and I am STRESSED! And when I'm stressed out, I cannot eat or sleep and I become emotional. I was talking to a friend of mine through gmail and I started tearing up. Good thing he couldn't see me falling apart. I did some yoga yesterday and it helped relieve the stress I've been feeling. And it sucks that when I stress over one thing, I start to reevaluate other things not working in my life and stress over that too. I started contemplating about my relationship with Jason and that got me stressed. Him not having a job is worrying me which it shouldn't, but I care about him and I worry about him making it through the month. I felt relieved when my boss emailed me this morning saying that it's okay to release the game as is and we'll figure out how to fix it on the next pass. I feel bad emailing him during his much needed vacation but this game is really important. It's the first of its kind and everyone is waiting for it. Lots of burden on my shoulders huh? I need a drink. So much for giving up alcohol for Lent. Although I haven't really drank that much since Jason and I started dating. So for now, I'm not giving up anything for Lent.