I'm Back!

Lots of time has passed since I've updated my blog and a lot of things happened in my life. I went through all the spectrums of emotions God has given us to experience from my grandmother passing away earlier this year to finally paying off my car to reuniting with old friends. It's somewhat hard to talk about my grandmother passing away especially since the last time I made a post is about visiting her in the hospital. I never did make it to the hospital after work by myself, but I was at the hospital the night before she passed away. It seems like I'll never be ready for loosing loved ones, but it was a lot easier then loosing my grandpa only because he was my first experience with loosing someone.

I finally got the courage to end the non-relationship I had with Andrew. We were dating from the beginning of November to the end of April and never became an official couple. I never know why I stayed with him that long especially seeing we will never work. Not to sound shallow or anything, but I need a guy who will be able to take care of me financially. Well not necessarily me, since I make enough money to take care of myself. I need a guy who can pay for his bills every month and Andrew was not able to me with provide that. He was always complaining why he never had money. Well my advice to him is to stop drinking everyday. Don't go out everyday and waste your money on frivolous thinigs. Other then him being financially unstable, he had other issues I couldn't get past but I don’t want to put him on blast. So we can leave it at that we were not meant to be and it just took me 5 months to realize it. That time I spent with him were a big waste of 5 months of my life. Just kidding! I never regret.